So much to do!

Hi people!
It has been a while since I last updated the blog. My lovely friend has moved to japan and I miss him so much! It has only been a little over a week since he went but it feels like an eternity. It's not that long until I'm going to japan as well and I'm looking really forward to going to japan.
I have been busy with job interviews and going from place to place looking for a job. I finalt got a job and will be a trainee at the airport near where I live.

I have also been out and having fun at clubs. I didn't think that I would be going out after my friend moved away but I called some other friends and had a really good time until some guys started to flirt with us, so we left and went home.

Yesterday it was my relatives birthday so I went to celebrate it at my aunt's place. As always when we celebrate something it will be food and thai people, most of the time it feels like I'm in a whole other place because it is very different from how I celebrate with my swedish relatives.

Well that was that! 68 days left to take off! Good night to you that is going to bed and good day to you who is awake!

Not long left!

Hi people!
It's not long now until my friend is moving to japan. I will miss him but I will also be going to japan in about 3 months. There are many people both friends and family that thinks that we are dating but I will tell you all right now and it is the true, we are not dating! We are just "best friends" as people call it. I don't think that you can put workds into our friendship, we have been friends for 5 long years and it has been the best of my years I have had with anyone else.
You nerver know what will happend in the future and mayde we won't be talking with each other as much as we are doing now but we will always be friends!

I was out with som friends at Saturday and it was really fun! We had a wonderful time and I got pretty drunk but it was awesome! The bar we went to was a gay bar and we I have been there a few times, mist of the times it is fun and this was one of these times.

Yesterday I went with my friend Zero to his relatives to have coffé and sit and talk. It was the last time he meets them before he moves. It was nice but akward sometimes when they ask some questions.

Well I'm going to sleep now so goodnight everyone that is going to bed and goodday to you that is awake!

Party!!

My friend Fah have been at my place for a while now becaus she has been in a fight with ger mother so yesterday de sent into town to go shopping and eat sushi. We had fun but today she sent home so I'm a little sad.

Today I'm going to a bar to party with some friends. For some of my friends it is their first time at the place we are going so I hope that they have fun.

Well I don't have much to say so good night everyone that is going to sleep and good day to you that is awake!!

Monday

Hi people!
I have been pretty busy today. They called from my part-time job so I will be working this whole week.
Last Saturday I went into town with my cousin and her 5 month old baby. It was fun and we eat sushi, for the first time in a while I didn't even spend my money.
It's not long now before my friend is moving to japan and in about 3 months I will also be on my way! I'm so excited and can't wait until I land in Nagoya! I will be alone in japan for 5 hours before I get on the plane to narita ariport. How is this going to turn out? I can't even speak japanese!

Well I don't havet much to say so good night everyone that is going to bed and good morning to you that is awake!!

Thoughts I have had for a while

Sometimes you just have that feeling when you miss the ones you have lost and wish that you can meet them again. Some people disappear to soon and some is fighting for their life to stay alive. When someone I hold very close to me dies I think that it would be better if I went with them and just ends it. Life is never easy and some people think that it is better to die then to live, but they never think about the people that they leave behind. If you end your life and think that it is the best way to do because nobody cares about you then you are wrong. You never know who you will meet in the future or who cares about you if you only have thoughts like that. I have met many horrible people but at the same time I have also met many that are wonderful. You don't have to have as many friends as possible and not really have anyone that understands you. If you meet someone that accepts you for who you are and don't judge you for what you have done in your past then you have found a friend worth keeping. If I had ended my life when it was at its worst then I had never met the wonderful and honest people that I know now. Life isn't about the newest cloths or technology it is about you being yourself and not trying to be someone els. You don't have to have the newest iPhone just because everyone els has it. Life isn't easy and everyone has a problem or two.

Well thats that from me! Good night everyone that is going to bed and good day to you that is awake!

Long time no see!!

Hi everyone!
It has been a long time since I last made a post. A lot has happened since my last post and I thought that it was time to start blogging again. When I turned 18, I got myself a birthday gift that was an anti-eyebrow piercing, I was supposed to get a tongue piercing too but my tongue was to short so I had to wait a few months. My friend seemed to be hurting more than me at the time I got my sureface piercing. But I  happily report that I got my tongue piercing and at the beginning of this year I also got a vertical labret.
But anyway, last year around march-april I was in Thailand to visit my relatives. I had a wonderful time and 3 weeks went by to fast! I finally met my half brother that I have only met about 2-3 time before. My relatives was really happy to see me and the fact that I now can speak fluently thai was even better. When I was younger I didn't understand what they where saying so when I visited them this time they almost couldn't stop talking. I was there when it was "SongGran", every year there is 3-4 days when almost everyone in Thailand starts a water fight. Everywhere you go you will get drenched in water and baby powder it is also the most warmest time of the year.
On the day that I was going to fly back home to Sweden my half brother got really sad. In the few days that we had seen each other we had become really good friends and it was like we were real siblings. After I got back to Sweden I started to become more independent and started to work more at my part-time job.

This year I graduated from highschool and started working for real. I remember when I was longing to graduate and start working and was counting the days that was left. Me and my friends had been to many parities and I have had a lots of fun. But then I understood that most of my friends was with me only because they know that most people don't really mess with me. Even before graduation they never invited me to anything and then after we graduated they stopped contacting me all together. But I don't care! If they don't want to have anything to do with me then they can just get out of my face!
If people aren't good to you then you don't have to be good to them!

Well enough with the sad and angry talk and back to the happy!
Last month I booked plane tickets to japan! I will be there 5 weeks and it is going to be awesome! I have wanted to go there for a very long time and my friend Zero is moving to japan in 3 weeks so I was think of going to visit him and at the same time have a really good time in the process. I have heard that it is very beautiful in japan when it is Christmas and new years. I really want to go and visit a tempel to see how tempels in japan is like compared in thailand.


Well I'm going to sleep now so I hope you all have a good time and sleep well all of you that is going to sleep and good day to you that are awake!!

KISSES AND HUGS, GOODNIGHT AND SLEEP THIGHT!!

I'm sick :(

Today I'm sick and have been laying in bed all day! I don't feel like going to school tomorrow but I don't feel like being at home eather... If I'm sick and doesn't do anything like clean the house or something then my mom will only complain, but when your sick you aren't supposed to do anything. You're supposed to lay in bed and get better, but that logic doesn't work in this hous. Well well, I will be going to sleep again now, when I wake up I have to take medicin and eat so bye bye <3